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[17 Oct 2004|12:59pm] |
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elliott smith - "georgia" |
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i made a new journal, who knows if i'll use it but i figure that it's better than this; it's something new.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _londonbridge
i still want to be your friend, but i understand if you don't want to be mine.
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| M-M-M-Montreal!!! |
[19 Sep 2004|04:42pm] |
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If the world could remain within a frame like a painting on a wall, then I think we'd see the beauty and would stand staring in awe.
Julia and Tara are going to Montreal on September 30th for the weekend. You are all invited. The fair is $295 round trip. So you should come. We are going to see the unicorns and meet our (Julia's) internet soul mate(s). Come!
Luff, Julia (&Tara)
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| it's the end of the things you know |
[15 Aug 2004|12:33am] |
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i think things are okay. i love my backyard & my old broken swing & my white wooden barn & my green green grass & the comfort of the night. things, i think, they are okay.
( so & so )
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[05 Aug 2004|10:36pm] |
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donovan - the clear-browed one |
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I got shot.
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[02 Jul 2004|11:16pm] |
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we sit in hand-made forts of pillows and blankets, we listen to the doors, and we eat fruit with peanut butter. how lovely it is to be here!
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[28 May 2004|04:22pm] |
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"point a didn't work out so he moved on to point b which was where everybody was hanging out anyways. at first there was a lot of talk about point c and some speculation about d and points after that. but as time went by at point b, this kind of talk made everybody annoyed. i mean, point a hadn't worked out for anyone except for a couple of folks in the past and they just proceeded immediately to point c, supposedly. actually, for most people at point b, if you could gain their confidence, they'd privately voice great doubts a's existence. and the more time that passed at point b, the more suspect even the idea of point a became, not just for us but really for anyone, including those people who left. so we trashed point a because it worked great wonders for us in consoling ourselves about the fact that point b had begun to look increasingly like a permanent home for us. still, there were a few dreamer-types around who refused to come to point b and suddenly insisted on a's possibility as well as c, d, e and on out to z.
but this made everybody feel bad, you know, like they were lacking or failing, so it was tacitly agreed upon that these people were just crazy and since they wouldn't pledge their allegiance to point b it was hard to accommodate them. but some use was eventually made of them, which didn't pay well but seemed to appease them and amuse the rest of us for a while until both of them developed debilitating addictions and died off. then we were sad but not overly so and not for too long because it was these addictions that did them in, not point b or us. i mean, christ, we gave them what they wanted, which was condescending applause for their little dances and songs, pictures and skits, humorous memoirs filled with melodramatic and ridiculous nonsense all about points a and c, which, come on, is useless if you live in the real world. shit! i cant get anything done anyways because people always call me on the telephone saying, "we love you jesse, we love you joseph, we love you helmut, we love you drako, we love you tricky dick, we love you vaughn, ron and even dan even though you cant spell for shit. we don't love you despite the fact that you have no ambition but because you don't and we don't either." i can barely keep my own campaign going with all the freaks and distractions of point b, much less drum up some interest in other people's crap about other places. you cant live in a castle made of sand unless its got a sand bank that dispenses actual paper currency. i mean, the point is we live here in the middle of point b so get with the fucking program. sure, you might ask, "what is the program?" and i wouldn't really be able to tell you but i will really be able to run it. and that's good enough for me because that's the way things are. point a, point c, point d, t, o, m, a, t, o, e - tomatoe"
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| my mouth runs on too... |
[07 May 2004|10:54pm] |
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modest mouse. |
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let's hang out tomorrow and play hungry hungry hippos.
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[30 Apr 2004|12:57pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIN!
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| life outside the diamond is a wrench. |
[29 Apr 2004|04:58pm] |
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devendra banhart. |
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things are good. things have been great, actually. last weekend was fun; consisted of crazy car rides, bottles breaking in parking lots, poster stealing, ihop fantasies in the backroom, vegan (!), the icarus line, more crazy car rides, boys fondling each other, midnight rides to random restaurantes, little sleep, and lots of fun.
these are some photo's i took in new york/boston. maybe i'll post more later after i print some more.
tomorrow is coachella,, i cannot wait. who else is excited?! if you are going, please telephone me because i want to hang out with you! i shall give you my number or visa versa, just let me know.
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[14 Apr 2004|04:25pm] |
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modest mouse. |
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today is an interesting day. julia came back! she is on the phone with me as i write this! julia is home! celebrate! this is so exciting, she is back!
i went to a museum today and saw a photography exhibit. it was very cool. tonight i am supposed to "party with my brother" at his school, which is going to be...er interesting. and i have to sleep on the floor of his little apartment. that should be...uhh fun?
i am sorry, this has no point.
but it's okay, i am in a really good mood!
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| new york cares |
[09 Apr 2004|10:18pm] |
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franz ferdinand. |
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i got back from new york today. i tell you, that is where i am going to end up. everything feels right there. it really does. i want to go to nyu and to tisch. it will be so grand. i cannot wait.
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[02 Apr 2004|10:58pm] |
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everything is officially good. or maybe not. i am a little confused on how to feel. there is no class for 2 weeks. tomorrow i leave for boston and from there, i go to new york. my friend is showing me around nyu. i cannot wait. i come back in a week on saturday. it has been a crazy week. i am not going to see my best friend for 2 whole weeks. she is going to india. i am sad. yesterday i took a few pictures and such.
oh, and let me tell you, these people rule.
( the kids. )
all i want now is happiness for you and me.
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[05 Mar 2004|05:15pm] |
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the cure. |
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okay.
here is my story. about a month ago i went to a moving units concert, which was fucking great, i must say. but, to get to the point...i was reading an article on moving units and it gave a link for some photos from one of their recent shows so i look through and i recognize a whole bunch of people and then i look really closely and i'm in one of the pictures! it was really weird. so, there's the picture behind the cut plus some other photos from the show. pointless entry, i know. but at least i updated which i have not done in quite some time, right?
the pictures are quite large, so i am sorry in advance.
( into the disco... )
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[26 Feb 2004|05:38pm] |
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belle & sebastian. |
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hey.
i need some advice. i really don't know what to do.
my friend...she's on vitamins.
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| stupidity tries. |
[19 Feb 2004|06:42pm] |
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why is it that when i actually have the time to update this silly thing, i have nothing to say? but anways, i am going to try to write something worth the while. i am incredibly excited for i am officially going to coachella [and what more, but BOTH days]! it is going to be amazing because 70 instrumental gods + 70,000 musical worshipers + desert = complete fun! i cannot wait. also, i am in this really wonderous band, i think! with julia and laura and i imensely happy because it is going to be quite some fun! they are both incredible people and i am very excited about that. mmm, so. what else to write? i have nothing more to say even though there is so much going on in my head! oh, no. i think i am just going to give up. lovely weekends and days to come for all!
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[07 Feb 2004|11:32am] |
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MOVING UNITS
TONIGHT @ 8 o'CLOCK AT THE EL REY.
I HAVE AN EXTRA TICKET.
WHO WANTS TO GO WITH ME!?
...PLEASE!
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| love is a verb here in my room |
[03 Feb 2004|07:14pm] |
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incubus |
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i've fallen in love with everything i once loved and so much more. a sound, a song, a feeling, a moment, an emotion, an everything. everything i've once loved has come back to me. i'm that little girl from my past again and i could never ever be happier. i'm more content then i have ever been in my entire life. i am finally happy after being sad for too long. life is so beautiful!
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